Crap

I haven't posted in a long time.  And I hate that because I love sitting down at this computer and just writing.  I love pouring my nerdiness and love and randomness out for others to read.  Whether others laugh, cry or just make fun of, I enjoy it.  However because of the super hard stuff at home, I just can't find a way to do it.  The super hard stuff is consuming me and I hate that.  I hate that most everything I think about or do has something to do with that SHS...or crap.

However...last weekend I went to Six Flags' Fright Fest with my mother in law, father in law, brother in law, sister in law and neice.  And technically my nephew although he is still in utero.  :-)  Yes...you did read that right.  Anyway.  It was a wonderful weekend.  Things were so NORMAL.  We had fun and interacted just like always.  I came home feeling refreshed.  I needed that weekend.  I needed that normalcy.

So I continue to hold on to Hope.  I continue to pray.  I continue to work on ME because that is all I can do.

And I hope that it isn't quite so long before I blog again....